Misery Guts

This is me. Plain Simple and to the point. I am a manic depressive with issues up the wazoo. I am a self medicator which esentially Just makes things worse. I am a Newly Wed!!! I Married a man 2 Months after meeting him and 70 Percent of the time i love him. The rest of the time i want to rip his face off. But i feel the relationship is just going to have to grow and mature as we Move along. When you marry someone before you get to know them you have to work backwards. Its Like agreeing to love someone and then learning to accept eveything as it comes your way because you made a promise a commitment! MY Word is my Bond !!! So if that means i must love my Selfish, in senstive , online Poker Junkie, of a husband then i will .